last drop

i eventually quit pumping milk since yesterday, the last pump was a 'historic moment' to me, so i enjoyed it inside the hot vanilla bath. u know i think i'm hooked to it, just becoz its too percious...am i crazy?? andrew has 4 words for me...欲罷不能 and i find its the closest words for what i'm really thinking underneath 

 but at last i still havent tasted it myself